Loneliness..
How are you able to not think about me ? I cant understand how it is possible. I believed that you I am really feeling the impact of that inside me.. I keep thinking about conversations .. just cant get rid of those thoughts...
Today was a holiday and that made things worse. if office was there.. at least that much time would have been lost. At home when i am alone.. all sorts of ideas comes to my mind and believe me my dear.. you are part of each thought that i have.
loved me ... We even behaved as husband and wife for a lot of time during our time together.... Our games .. stories we have made up....Then how were you able to move away from me ?
If you knew how to move away, you should have taught me that.. you should never have left me like this.. do you remember... you even injected hope inside me a week before your marriage chatting with me the whole day. I still remember every bit of what you were doing that day.. your visit to the eye doctor.. papa dropping you.. huge rush at the clinic .. you going back by auto... chats we had about the harshness of life.. you asking me to message you whenever i want........ I remember every minute of that day.
My dear.. now looking back I feel you should not have done all that.. you must have been trying to soften me from doing anything stupid.. but such things that you have done is haunting me now.....
and you know something my dear... I am still crying as I type this...
Idiot
How are you able to not think about me ? I cant understand how it is possible. I believed that you I am really feeling the impact of that inside me.. I keep thinking about conversations .. just cant get rid of those thoughts...
Today was a holiday and that made things worse. if office was there.. at least that much time would have been lost. At home when i am alone.. all sorts of ideas comes to my mind and believe me my dear.. you are part of each thought that i have.
loved me ... We even behaved as husband and wife for a lot of time during our time together.... Our games .. stories we have made up....Then how were you able to move away from me ?
If you knew how to move away, you should have taught me that.. you should never have left me like this.. do you remember... you even injected hope inside me a week before your marriage chatting with me the whole day. I still remember every bit of what you were doing that day.. your visit to the eye doctor.. papa dropping you.. huge rush at the clinic .. you going back by auto... chats we had about the harshness of life.. you asking me to message you whenever i want........ I remember every minute of that day.
My dear.. now looking back I feel you should not have done all that.. you must have been trying to soften me from doing anything stupid.. but such things that you have done is haunting me now.....
and you know something my dear... I am still crying as I type this...
Idiot
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