Too much pressure is coming on me now... everyone wants to get me married even though I have told them I cant do it now.
Every time something like that is asked to me. all that I have is a sense of guiltiness thinking about you. soon the reality strikes and that guilty feeling turns into desperation, hate and helplessness.I become numb in front of others and life becomes hell..
Every time something like that is asked to me. all that I have is a sense of guiltiness thinking about you. soon the reality strikes and that guilty feeling turns into desperation, hate and helplessness.I become numb in front of others and life becomes hell..
Torture ... thats the perfect word that you can use for the situation you have left me with...
I keep asking myself .. why do I think like this about a girl who celebrated her marriage distributing sweets in the office while I was present in the office and then said sorry to me.. I dont know.. just want to ask you my dear..what kind of a heart do you have?
You will have explanations for everything as usual... But you should have been in my position that day to really feel the pain
Whatever it is.. I still cared for you even after that.. I still couldn't understand the logic behind that.. Maybe there is no logic after all...
Idiot
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