It was interesting to hear someone sitting near me in my office ask me how you are.. how is your character etc. etc. .. Everything is because he talked to you over phone and it just so suited that the present officer at *** is getting married and wants a transfer herself.
It was like pouring salt to the already clotted wound to make it worse. Words escaped me actually and i felt for a second i might burst out. i was saved by a call from my head.
I know that you want a transfer to ******* and they want you to come here. Everyone is happy except me. I dont have more places to run away. Why am i like this? Every time the thought comes to my mind, the pain is literally killing me .You will never understand what i am talking about because you should try loving someone else more than yourself to understand that.
I dont know what to say. I dont expect anything from you but the fact is even after understanding you threw me away like a pile of used paper, i dont hate you still..
I have a feeling all this will end with me being in the psychiatric ward..
Idiot
It was like pouring salt to the already clotted wound to make it worse. Words escaped me actually and i felt for a second i might burst out. i was saved by a call from my head.
I know that you want a transfer to ******* and they want you to come here. Everyone is happy except me. I dont have more places to run away. Why am i like this? Every time the thought comes to my mind, the pain is literally killing me .You will never understand what i am talking about because you should try loving someone else more than yourself to understand that.
I dont know what to say. I dont expect anything from you but the fact is even after understanding you threw me away like a pile of used paper, i dont hate you still..
I have a feeling all this will end with me being in the psychiatric ward..
Idiot
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