Getting depressed too many times a day specially when there is no office.. At office when you try to involve fully in the work. its a relief.. But not on Holidays.. I keep thinking about you again and again and again.
With the success I had in driving everyone out of my life.. its a lonely zone .. Funny is it not.. The way I made my friends enemies because I had no time for them .. I spent time with you more than that was required.. Trying to get involved in every second of your life in whatever way I can.. During those times when anyone else calls or messages.. I used to get angry.... In a way not messaging my friends back.. not returning their calls etc. has taken its toll.. I am completely out of their life..
I completely relied on you my dear.. thats the mistake I did.. I can remember that I used to get angry with you saying you are not showing the kind of commitment I make to you.. You used to say to me.. you will .. and that you need just some more time.. I was ready to wait.. any number of years.. Only that you too should have waited.
I was never there in your scheme of things .. is it not? I was just a passing fancy .. a person with whom you can spend sometime with and then move on with a better guy whom your family chooses.. .. I was just a fool all the way..
You shouldn't have done that.. You shouldn't have told me back that you loved me.................
Idiot
With the success I had in driving everyone out of my life.. its a lonely zone .. Funny is it not.. The way I made my friends enemies because I had no time for them .. I spent time with you more than that was required.. Trying to get involved in every second of your life in whatever way I can.. During those times when anyone else calls or messages.. I used to get angry.... In a way not messaging my friends back.. not returning their calls etc. has taken its toll.. I am completely out of their life..
I completely relied on you my dear.. thats the mistake I did.. I can remember that I used to get angry with you saying you are not showing the kind of commitment I make to you.. You used to say to me.. you will .. and that you need just some more time.. I was ready to wait.. any number of years.. Only that you too should have waited.
I was never there in your scheme of things .. is it not? I was just a passing fancy .. a person with whom you can spend sometime with and then move on with a better guy whom your family chooses.. .. I was just a fool all the way..
You shouldn't have done that.. You shouldn't have told me back that you loved me.................
Idiot
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