****** after resigning came to Head office today and he in turn came to meet me. It seems that he had tried to call me but my phone was switched off.But still he found my office and came and met me.
It was nice to see him But as usual I lost control over myself.How do I solve this? It seems with each passing day I am going deeper and deeper into a hole of no return.That heaviness inside heart which I used to talk about is still there.
The fact that he knows about our issue might be the reason for my undoing. I am OK when talking to unknown people or to people who doesn't know about issue.Some days back when ****** called me regarding some issue from his office also, I felt the same.
I am really struggling in life and I am not at all able to move forward. Sometimes I really feel nothing should have happened between us..although I still dont regret it.. I did the right thing in telling you my feelings .. But.. there are a lot of regrets too...
For you.. LIFE MUST GO ON... for me.. LIFE HAS GOT STUCK..
Idiot
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